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It Chinese New Year Everyone! To all the Chinese, Gong Xi Fa Cai! According to their belief, they said this 2012 is the dragon year which bring prosperity.  So guys out there, lets go out and make some moneyyyyyy!!woot woot!! But for us Malays, the best part of CNY is..THE HOLIDAYS! Even though my family didn’t go for any vacation but people did came to our house.

Yeah. Exactly. The cousins, not the one that i used to story about, this time it was ANOTHER COUSINS of mine and this was their first time coming here. WELCOME TO THE BEACH LIFE PEOPLE! They came to our house last Sunday from KL just to have a good time of swimming in the FANTASTIC SEA OF OURS! Ouh, people loved my beach, i am so touched.LOL.=)

So yeah, this how the story began, here was this little girl cousin of mine, super duper hyperactive girl(she loved to played with my hair and interrupted me while i am facebooking! Climbing on my head and more), she asked her dad to bring her to the beach, and it was like 11.30 am in the morning that time.

We all did agree the fact that it was not the best time to swim in the sea as we probably could get our skin cooked within minutes but somehow they were going home soon so we didn’t have much time to waste. Besides, my father wanted to introduce them to this one perfect spot on the beach where people rarely go (it was hidden and took a long walk from the beach to get there) where it is completely devoid of life. Devoid of life?LOL. i am just kidding.

It was beautiful, untouched, and perfect spot if you are seeking for peaceful and calmness. So we took a long walk under the hot sun for about 20 minutes and there it was! Okayyy, at first i didn’t have any intension to join my cousins swimming actually and thats explained why i didn’t bring any spare clothes!

And yeah, now my DAD was asking me to join them.

“If dad joined them swimming, what the hell should I do?” i speaked to myself.on the rock

YEAHHHHH SUREEEEE! I was swimming with one and only pant i got, leaving my upper body bare to the shiny sun as i put my shirt on the rock. HELL YEAH it was fun and i didn’t even feel the hotness when i was in the sea.  2 hours and half sure enough to make you a chicken chop. Besides being a little bit black of course, my skin especially at the back, was extremely painful!!! Till the moments that i am writing this post, my back hurts.

Thats how i ended up sunburn.

Written by,

sunburn boy?

Its almost midnight and my brother is already on board in the plane to the dream world.

He asked me to wake him up later on..maybe when the the clock struck twelve I ‘ll wake him up.

He said he want to use this whole week to study.

What am i doing? I write. Whatever came across my mind.

It has been a long time i didn’t update my blog. Not busy but being lazy.

FYI i always open my blog, every single day, just to read news from other people, friends.

But i never have the “tendency” or..in other word..never bother to update my blog.

Lazy. Thats the words.

And now my friends from the PLKN have gone home and they were busy onlining..

Telling how “happy” they are in that camp. I wished i could be in the camp as well.

They kept on posting in facebook about the “thingy” that they learnt from the camp which i find hard to understand. I think it is something fun.

LOL, i didn’t comment anything, better keep my mouth shut because i know nothing.XDD

I am happy they are here again..with all of us..

written from the heart,

a boy who want to be an engineer

I lost. 

That is the exact word that can describes ME NOW! Help me guys! I am totally lost after the long war fighting for SPM. And now..i am nothing..it is an empty feeling that..

make your life doesn’t mean anything and  train you to become a useless person who only do 3 things EVERY SINGLE DAY which are sleep, eat, facebooking and nothing more!! Someone please help me..superhero please wake me up from this bad dream..i need a goal..new challenges in life so  that i can start all over again..

Maybe some might say that you are lucky because you are not chosen to go to PLKN..

but..when i am in this situation..

sometimes i do wish that i will be chosen..to the PLKN camp..so i could go on with my life and atleast I GOT A PURPOSE TO LIVE!

But i do realize the bad thing about PLKN which i hate the most..

and makes me THANKFUL TO GOD for not being chosen to PLKN which is..

the marching..i don’t know why but i just hate it..

maybe it is because the hot weather..(don’t tell me you expect them marching under a roof don’t you) and the “paralyze stand still” thingy..ya know..as long as the Head Marcher don’t give instructions you cant MOVE..even a bit..and i hate that..but otherwise is okay if you ask me..

i can meet new friends, new place, new teachers..yeahh..everything other than marching seemed fine for me..

After a simple survey i found that..most of my friends who are not taking part in the PLKN thing they ..

went to colleges..and me? 

I AM STILL HEREEE!!

BTW..Congratz guys, aqeel, qee, arifi, hidayah, zainab and others as well..so jealous of you guys..=)

I cant wait for the SPM result to come out..so i can BE A STUDENT AGAIN!

sorry..

i dont know what the hell am i crapping here. Just typing whatever passed in my mind thats all.

From,

Lost man.

Hello ladies and guys!(*so excited today, don’t ask me why)

Sad time is over my friends!

No more sad of leaving school and friends..i learnt something today and that was..

This is one of my philosophy that i need to hold tight right now whenever i feel sad about leaving school and friend so that  I WILL NOT BE SAD AGAIN! So lokman..please bear in your head about this!

LOL. I remembered saying this to Shook when i hugged him for the last time.

Afraid of never seeing each other again? Don’t worry guys, I AM NOT DEAD YET! When i am dead..then i couldn’t see you guys again because i will be in the ground by that time and you guys are reciting Al-Fatihah besides my grave.

BTW.

Its honeymoon time to Jakarta!!woot2!!

Yeah..i am tired of packing things and i am ready to go back to beloved maktab tomorrow with zaini!

But the sad thing is, even though i am going back to “home” tomorrow...there will be no one there anymore for me to see..isshhhh..forget about it larrhh and back to my philosophy!!(*spinning my head to remove all the sad thoughts)

Zaini and i are coming to kuantan tomorrow to pack our robotic stuffs before we will go to MRSM Taiping with ckgu Zulaifuddin. Yeah we are going to rock the town baby!! If you guys are wandering about what we are doing in taiping, we actually make our one week preparation, doing this and that, programming that and this, breaking this part, breaking that part, then reconnecting them again and all of that stuff before we go to JAKARTA FOR IROC(International robotic something something la..competition kot..LOL) from 14^th to 19^th Dec 2011..!!

Thats why i am writing a post here, because i know i wouldn’t have the time to write again after this..

But don’t worry  i ll try to write! Hope Mrsm Taiping have some kind of wifi so that me and zaini can access to the internet!

Please pray for us, may the God bless and guide me and zaini so that we can win the game. We seriously need that IROC medal on our neck....AND WE WANT IT BADLY!!

From,

The boy who is desperate to win

Those 2 words sure had a lot of meaning. The first one is you are no longer had to sleep with books around your bed or wake up early in the morning just to have a quiet and harmony environment so that you can put your head and 100% focus on the study.

 That one was the good side of SPM FREE. I couldn’t believe it myself when i was spending my whole day watching movies, facebooking, chatting, playing sports, looking at my naguchin without even had to worry about exam. Two years of war finally end on 30^th November 2011.

But SPM FREE didn’t come for free, nothing is free in the world. Besides all the fun and joy, there was a price i need to pay. Leaving my friends and teachers were a tough one. 2 years of knowing each other made me feel like we were family. Laugh, sorrow, pain and so much emotions we shared together that sometimes we even felt like we would always be together, never be apart forever.

I had to leave all my bestfriend, syuk, zaini,zaidi, amin, aiman, cherah, aizat, and many more, realizing the fact that i might not be able to see them again. All the memories from the first day enrolling to the school, until the last day were totally unforgettable! I missed you guys.

Its been a long time i didn’t have the real schooling session, i mean the ‘real schooling’ where we waited the teachers to come to the class, when they came in we greeted them, recite prayers and then sat down and began to fall asleep. Due to the PGG system i was no longer able to feel that. I sure missed that moment. The teacher which i misses the most was teacher Latifah, she was like a mum to me.

Even though every time she started lecturing and most of the students would take this opportunity to do their own thingy, i always admire her. Even though her teachings skills were not that good to make students interested in her talk and not to fall asleep, i always admire her. I just one to be in your class one more time. At least one more time.

And to my one and only Jaffarina, the day since i offered you a seat( you were sitting at the back of the class and was so quiet!) , i never thought that we will be going this far. Seriously, you were totally quiet that time and i thought you were the kind of peeps who are passive, and shy to talk which then i found out that..i was totally wrong. YOU ARE NOT A QUIET AT ALL! You and ami were besties and loved to sing the kajang song and we even made to the drama selection together. The night that everyone was surprised to hear the news that i was transferring to TGB after the first sem which was a totally joke, you scolded me for not telling you and leaving the role of Aladdin just like that. You were totally mad that time. We made to KKB together, training in the bus parking site days and night. Those moments were the best..sometimes i do amit..i felt like i wanted to be there again, to be in that time again. 

Then you threw me out and after few months later we were bestfriend again.There were many more i want to write here about our memories but..naah..i ll just keep them in my heart.

 LOL. I hope that i made the right decision when we talked that day. It was hard tho and i did thought about it during the SPM weeks. LOL. And lastly, sure enough,  i will make sure you have your VVIP seat during my wedding so please do come!:)